Friday, August 21, 2009

OMG!!!! NIGAHIGA BEAT FRED!!!!!! O.O

I was going on youtube just like every other day and guess what i found out... NIGAHIGA finally beat FRED!!! Not that i hate Fred, (i'm subscribed to him too) I just like Nigahiga better. Gosh... i seriously thought that this day would never come!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

BEEP BEEP!!~ wanna buy COLOR contact lens??


Angel series

magic circle lens

nudy

INTERESTED??
contact me or just contact Elaine straight away^^
PRICE: RM 28 (not sure, better contact Elaine)





Friday, August 7, 2009

Most of my close friends describe me as an inert person, which means I'm basically very nonreactive to stress, irritation, my surroundings and even my emotions. But the truth is, I'm not exactly as inert as anyone think I am, people see how i react, it's not much compared to others because i control myself, i can control myself very well and thus, i may seem inert, but that's not the case, i have feelings too, and when something happens, i know. I'm not blind, it's just that sometimes i choose to avoid it, i must admit, all the times i say i did not notice (well not all, just some), i actually DO notice, but i simply choose to ignore it, there's no point in acknowledging it anyway, 'cause no one actually truly bothers. In the end it all depends on you again, so what's the use of giving bigger reactions, noticing more stuff, and actually showing out my reactions? I notice, by hiding it all is when people around actually accept you and come to you, the moment you show your emotions, it's as if they're not there anymore. That's why, i seem inert. Seriously, at times a really want people to see the inner me, the more reactive and sensitive me, honestly, at times i do get a little scared. I'm afraid the one day, i may not even be able to show emotion anymore, i"m afraid that one day, I won't seem human anymore, and at the same time, I'm afraid of losing my control and my sanity as well... Will I be able to balance myself with my angry inner self? i really hope i can.
Well anyway, something about today, i went out with Edward and his friend Jeremy (now my friend as well) and guess what we did... we went GROCERY SHOPPING^^ as well as hunting for Alex's birthday prezzie and once again i was reminded on how 'gay' and vain Edward was. Gosh... well Edward, you rock^^ and remember, don't be a bitch, be an asshole!!~ ( i mean it!!)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

My new blog...

Why start a new blog? Simple, it's 'cause i don't want to mix up my artwork with my daily life. It may seem weird but while making my artwork (drawing, editing or writing) I put my shoes into the shoes of my character, not me. This to anyone else may seem unimportant, but it is to me, 'cause while I'm making my artworks, I'm not myself or at least not always myself. I don't want to put pictures into others, i don't want anyone to think that I'm some kind of suicidal, mad, anti-social, queer teenager which speaks out through poetry, stories and drawings. I'm not like that at all. Even since i know nobody would ever read this, I'd still type it all out. I guess it's to prove a point to myself, 'bout what point exactly, I'm not even sure myself.

Anyways, (i don't know who the hell I'm typing to) to view my artwork, link's at he side. It's still new so there's not much in it, YET.

PEACE OUT!!~^^